Showing posts with label bad at being a teen. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bad at being a teen. Show all posts

Monday, 14 July 2014

#100happydays: day 43 ( Broken Screens not Broken Hearts )

Hello :) 

Guess who broke the laptop ? Me :) I'm just generally impressive like that so obviously the moment to guarantee finished on it I just magically have to break the screen , it's a talent of mine really aha ;) Unfortunately this does make writing blogs problematic until I get a new one which won't be for a very long while soo I guess I'm kind of worried about that ( I'm writing this one on a computer at work experience ) I do visit my dad a few times a week so If I end up having to write them on my phone where I can't edit font or colour as far as I'm aware then I'm really sorry but I will edit them whenever I have access to a computer <3 I was pretty upset when I released my laptop was broken because I've become rather attached to my little positivity blog but the important thing to remember when stuff like this happens is that it could be worse , it could always be worse and it could always be better and regardless of which comes first, in the end it will be better :) You just have to keep going and I know you strong enough to do that because you're cool like that ;)  So I sat down and told myself to calm down and that I still have so much that is way more important that a laptop because I have a wonderful group of hilarious, kind and beautiful friends who are practically my family, a wonderful boyfriend, a cat who's really fluffy to cheer me up when I'm down and so much more :) When you're down no matter what has happened it really helps to count your blessings , even if it's as small as I saw a old couple today holding hands in the street and it was really cute or the sky's a nice shade of blue today, I promise you it's there :) I wrote a whole blog about seeing the good small things on terrible big days which you can find here :) Once I was calmer and had put things into perspective I managed to find ways around my laptop being broken like doing it on my phone and editing later because really it's a bit of plastic and a few wires it's not like I'd had my heart ripped out or anything so really I'm doing quite well aha :D

My day luckily did improve despite it being a bad hair day ( no seriously a really, really bad hair day aha ) I went to see my dad for a little bit and he'd bought The Book Thief for us to watch. I would do a review only I don't particularly enjoy writing them or reading them unless I am extremely passionate about the book ( I never get passionate enough about films ) however on the subject I may at some point in the near future do a review of John Green's "Looking for Alaska" because I'm telling you now that I am absolutely head over heels in love with that book :) So let me know in the comments if that's something you would be interested in <3 Anyways back to The Book Thief , I have read the book and it was well written and I would highly recommend it to anyone probably over the age of thirteen ( but that's just my opinion ) It is a very long book and I did have to take a break halfway through but once I picked it up and got back into it I really enjoyed it despite the many tears that I wept whilst reading it :) The film adaptation was good and whilst I was constantly frustrated by the amount of the book that was missed out ( seriously it was actually impressive how much they dropped) I found the acting side of it was filled with moving and fantastic performances throughout the whole cast :) Oh and you just need to know, you will fall in love with Papa and you will cry <3  I know I just said I don't like doing reviews but I do like doing mini reviews like the one above because they're not really reviews and don't take up a whole post they're just short and sweet like me :) ... well I'm short at least ;) 



I then went to see my boyfriend where he attempted and I mean attempted aha to teach me how to play bass ... yeah that didn't work out  ;) So we cuddled and watched the original teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles films like the mature young adults that we are ;) I've actually become really fond of those films I'm all mixed up with happiness over how much for some unknown reason I seem to like the films and slight shame because of how much happiness it brings me ... actually no I'm just happy because you should never be ashamed of something that makes you happy well that's my excuse anyways :) unless your a paedophile at which point you probably should because that's not nice aha . After this I went home and decided to get an early night because I had work experience the next day , so I watched a few YouTube videos and found a YouTuber that I had heard of but never really watched and saw the latest video of his called " "60 seconds that will change your life"  Please watch it , I don't have anything else to say on the matter other that Subscribe to Sam Pepper and just watch it <3 

Today's quote is from The Silver Linings Playbook :

" You have to do everything you can, you have to work your hardest and if you stay positive; you might have a shot at a silver lining " 

Stay Strong <3 Stay Smiley :) 
You're doing a great job at procrastinating from whatever your supposed to be doing :) So thank you for procrastinating with me aha If you want to procrastinate with me again  tomorrow then you can follow me on twitter so I can let you know when I've posted <3 You can find me @MyHappyBubbleXx
Much Love, Love Much-ly
DontBurstMyBubble xxx

Monday, 7 July 2014

#100happydays: day 37 ( A list: Five happy things from today :) )


Helloo :)

It's 23:16 on a school night and I've got Tom Laws song " I've Never Met You" stuck in my head ... to be honest I can think of worse songs to be stuck with ... oh look a good thing already :) I guess how many good things you see in the world doesn't solely depend on circumstance  also depends on how many angles you look at it from and how close you look <3

I'm feeling sleepy because I've already posted once tonight ... maybe one day I'll learn to stay on top of my blog aha , probably not today though ;) Today has in some way's been hard because I really missed my boyfriend who I hadn't seen for a week ( I know some people don't see their boyfriends for months but I just really couldn't handle that because I like cuddles :) ) However I knew I was seeing him tonight so it wasn't that bad :) Lot's of  good things happened today though which makes it a lot easier to pretend the bad things aren't there because I recently decided that if I didn't really need to be sad about the bad things and I couldn't do anything about it then I might as well try my best to move on, have a fresh start and be happy because well I like being happy and life is to short to spend every minute being sad .. that's not the sort of life I want so I changed it :) I thought I would make a list of the good things that happened today, I like lists and  If anyone happens to know where I can get a good list book with lines and tick boxes please comment because I just can't find one anywhere ... I know right modern teenage problems eh ;)

1) I finished my science coursework after four weeks of hard work and one hour of sleeping in class ( luckily the teacher was very nice about it ;)  ) I love the feeling of finishing things and knowing I've done it, it's out the way and nobody can take that away from me now :) If you're struggling with course work or exam revision or any long running projects and lacking motivation just try to remember
   a) why you started
   b) how good you're going to feel when it's done.. and trust me on this , it's a pretty damn good feeling :)

linking to this, today's quote is going to be :

" The moment you think of giving up, remember the reason you held on so long "




2) When I finished my coursework I had another hour left on it so I decided to draw a picture of me and my boyfriend , it's not quite done but I'm pretty proud of it :) despite my best friend telling me that both of the people in the drawing look like girls aha ;) I see her point to be fair <3 I decided to only colour in the eyes of the picture because I really love the way everyones eye's are a slightly different colour and they make us all unique and I'm sure you are a wonderful human being and no one else is quite as wonderful in the same way as you so why not embrace that? If you don't think you're a wonderful human being well I disagree with you but why don't you think that ? More importantly what do you think you can do to make yourself feeling like you are ? :) You're amazing even if you can't quite see it yet <3

3) I left a comment on one of my favourite male YouTuber's videos Tom Laywood ( Tomisnotawesome)
leaving a link to my blog and saying basically if he had time would he have a look at it because I know Tom is very much into the whole staying happy thing and I try to make this blog as positive as possible :) I in no way expected a reply or for him to even acknowledge my comment because I know he's very busy running both his YouTube account and he's own clothing brand which is awesome and you can check out Stay Strong Clothing by clicking here :). Tom Laywood surprised me though and made my day by replying to my comment saying "I am going to check it out now and add it to my favorites so I can check back with it everyday! <3" I couldn't be happier and more grateful so thank you Tom :) All of his videos are cheerful and inspirational he did a project with the NHS to support teenagers who were struggling which was fantastic. Please have a look at his YouTube channel , I know you'll love him as much as I do :) 

4) I finally saw my boyfriend after a very long week :) We watched YouTube videos and he lent me my favourite of his hoodie's. I like it because it's warm and snugly ... and at least people won't be asking me about iron maiden anymore ;) I seriously had people coming u to me and telling me they like me music taste and it's incredibly awkward explaining that you actually have never listened to the band who's merch you forgot you we're wearing and that it's not even yours aha :) So now I'm very happily cuddled up in bed looking forward to watching Peter Pan next time I see him ... because mentally I am three years old ;) He also showed me a quote I really liked from a band that he really likes ( Our music taste is very different ;) ) 



5) Slightly less important but It made me happy regardless :) I found a really cool necklace I liked on Etsy ( I have a massive obsession with this website aha <3 I just thought i'd show you the necklace because it's cool and it's existence made me happy .. so it might make you happy and I really want you to be happy :) 








I hope you have also had a good day or at least found something good in your bad day ... even if you had to look really close from a really awkward angle <3
Stay Strong <3 Stay Smiley :)
Try listing the good things in your day set a target to get to at least five each day no matter what .
Much Love, Love Much-ly
DontBurstMyBubble xxx

Saturday, 21 June 2014

#100happydays: day 21 ( Turning your day around )





Good Evening :)

Today I had a bad morning . Today I had a good afternoon . Things can get better very quickly if you take the right attitude :) If I'm honest I just wanted to go back to bed and never move again but instead I forced myself to re-do my make up and go town with my friends because if you need to feel better quickly then surround yourself with good friends because if their in a good mood you wont be able to help but feel better :)

Today's #100happydays is this picture that symbolises me and my friends being idiots together ... really happy idiots :) Its all started when one of my friends was silly enough to where high heels to town , she very quickly got blisters so we sat her down and went to poundland to buy those heel plasters ... we left with these awesome child's plasters with jungle animals on , a packet of Haribo's Giant Strawbs of which for some reason had a mystery blackcurrant wine gum in ( literally the only reason I bought them and I don't even like that flavour wine gum haha ) and some rainbow twists because rainbows are amazing and smiley :) If something that beautiful can come from adding sunshine to rain then if you add a bit of positivity to a bad situation then maybe you'll get something beautiful too :) We then went to the park and sat in a field of daisy's and you know how much I absolutely love daisy's ( If you don't then have a look at #100happydays: day 13 ) Being the intelligent , sophisticated young women ;)  that we are we decided the obvious thing to do to demonstrate our maturity would be to stick a animal plaster on each of our  hands and make a pact of happiness because were cool like that ... woo teenagers ( I'm pretty sure were not doing the rebellious thing right ;) )


So remember if you are having a bad day you can turn it around if you pull yourself up and force yourself into a positive environment, You will be smiling before you know it :) It will get better it always will :) Sometimes you just need to let yourself feel like nothing else  matters but the moment your in ... go spin around in a field with music playing loud as you can get it and sing even louder or something like that ;) No seriously that's what we did but then we're lunatics but sometimes that's the best way to be ... that and hyper. Who needs drugs when you have sweets ;)


see if you can spot the wine gum ;)





Things do get better and okay maybe they will get worse first , like a lot worse but they will get better there's always good mixed in with the bad but sometimes after a long time of what seems like endless problems it can be easy to begin to see the world in a negative light constantly but you have to look for the little things . I mean it , you need to take everything and think how can I put a positive twist on this not fantastic situation :) But remember sometimes you do need to give yourself time to be sad before you pick yourself up other wise it will catch up on you . It's okay not to be okay for a while just don't let it take over your life because you are worth happiness <3

 

"Not everyday is a good day. You may feel like hell  and some you may feel like nothing could be worse. Keep your head up, because someday you will have your day. It could be tomorrow or the next day but that day will come, and it will be the best day of your life, just you wait."

- Ash Sweeney
Stay Strong <3 Stay Smiley :)
Everything can get better
Much love, Love Much-ly
DontBurstMyBubble xxx




Sunday, 8 June 2014

#100happydays: day 8

Hellooo :) 

Today's happy thing is that I've been with my boyfriend for a year today yayyy :) We celebrated by having a Harry Potter movie marathon .... I'm not very good at the whole reckless teenager drinking an doing drugs thing ;) I did take a picture of all the DVD 's laid out next to eachother but then I found this and it made me Smile and smilings good so Wooo :) 

"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light. "
~ Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Albus Dumbledore

Sorry this was short but I have an exam tommorrow hence why I didn't want to start the #100happydays until after exams were done (this Friday ) but there's no time like this present to be happy because I guess you should never assume that tommorrow will be there ... Really hope it is tho ;)  

Stay Strong <3 Stay Smiley :)
 hope your well, 
Much love, love much-ly 
DontBurstMyBubble xxx